patience time
Ok,
He wants to see me. He is adorable and thoughtful. He is so
funny and charming. Then He gets tired and stops stroking
my hair. He stops letting me know He wants me there.
Is He afraid i will think we will scene/make love/ or whatever
and does He have to shut down to show me i should not hope (for
all time or even that night)? Do i stay and just massage His
feet, or is that bothering Him? Pressuring?
Should i simply be patient and hang out at His house in a calm
way? OR is it more polite to 'take the hint' and
take my toys back home? HOw to i get through such a lonely
night, with i only want to be with Him. When HE is not there?
HOW can i be patient when i think/want/desire Him in all
ways at all times?
oh my, i better breath now..
regards,
mystry
ps how do i best allow this relationship to build rather
than throwing it away or pushing it too too hard?
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