Comming Out
Okay I would like to say that I am not a gay person but eventually
you have to admit the truth. This is a not an easily done admission.
It takes the power and courage of an army to fight a war and
win and maybe a nuclear bomb to end the battle. With being
gay comes the same courage to win the battle over your own
thoughts about how society is going to look at you when "THEY"
find out. So while your tromping through the battle ground
of self struggle when all these huge issues bombard your
mind. The enemy is assalting your brain from all flanks....Your
family is going to disown you....Your past girl friends
are going to laugh....if your married your wife will be
crushed....your employer may not fire you but no-one at
work will treat you the same way again, hence you will want
to quit....your children will accept you but only because
of unconditional love....your customers will not buy
from you again....and I suppose I could go on and on. By now
I guess you got the point. Being a gay person is really tough!
Comming out with the truth is tremendously hard and the
longer you keep the secret the more your struggle. Keeping
the secret is the loosing part of your own inner war. The
big nuclear bomb that ends the war to end all wars will be
when you come out to the rest of the world and say yes I am a
gay person. Now that I have shared this little story with
you I must now say that I am not a gay person......??????
End of story but not the battle!
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