alone too long now
i was in a serious road accident 13 years ago. i was seeing
a special lady at the time and were due to be married, but
seven years ago it fell apart. I completly closed into myself
and have been that way until now because i'm so scared of
rejection again because of my condition. I was in a wheel
chair, but i got out of that and i've run 3 marathons this
year, compleating all. The problem is my self confidence
has vanished now until i'm scared to go out apart to work
and to run. If i meet a lady i cant speak, i dont no what to do
or say or anything. I feel so alone now and to be honest i've
even taken an over dose which i'm under medical help for,
please try to advise me what i can do about meeting someone
who will like me just for me and not for anything else. Thank
you
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