how much time will it take?

I am a bi-curious guy who has never had a serious relationship
with either gender, however I have felt (or at least I thought
I felt) like I was in love. It was with my best friend since
10th grade. We hung out together all the time. We practically
lived at each others houses, so much to the point where we
started calling the others parents mom and dad. my closeness
and fondness for him continued to grow thruought the summer
and eventually he was all I could think about, and I would
even get jealous when he would hang out with another friend.
Eventually he found out about who I really was and how I really
felt about him and he began to avoid me altogether. I went
into a state of depression from that for about a month. Eventually
we started talking again and built our friendship back
up from the smouldering ruins, and while my feelings are
not as strong as they once were, there is still a longing
to be with him, even though I know he has no such feelings
for me. Has anyone else ever been in this situation? Will
I ever get over my infatuation for him?

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